TW!!!! Depressed

I'm so sad. It hit me so quick and deep. I don't understand... I was feeling so happy like never before in my life. 

I'm longing those sick days and my old body. Why is it i was choosing health and one day i just wake up so messed up?

I want this again. I shouldn't. When i was like that i couldn't even walk 1 block without losing my breath. So why is it i miss it?

:'(

GRETA