Today was one awful day. I cant stop crying. I miss my dad, i feel sad, empty and i used old *sick* coping mechanisms all day long. And this is giving me a twisted sense of satisfaction that i havent felt in a LONG time. I only hope this doesnt mean i'll let myself sink into EDs spiral once again.
I hate suffering from anorexia i really really do. All i want is to be happy.
GRETA
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