At this time i hated my body so much i wanted to lose weight desperately. I was at the heaviest weight i've ever been and my gym instructor told me i should lose 4 pounds.
This picture was taken the same month i started restricting for the first time in my life. I lost 50 pounds after this. Took it too far.
I have gained 30 pounds since starting recovery and am absolutely terrified of gaining the last ones. But if i have to be honest with myself at present, looking at this picture i can't see the hideous body i saw at that time. I just see a sad girl who was afraid of living.
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