Bye bye sick looking body

"And yet, i suppose you mourn the loss of what you thought your life was, even if you find it better after. You mourn the future that you thought you'd planned."

Lynn Redgrave



My bones are stopping to show and that makes me crazy. I know i shouldnt feel this way cause protruding bones all over the body are NOT nice at all, but ED plays with my mind and thoughts and i find it really hard to control it. "IT" has still a strong hold on me, so my present job is trying to tame that inner voice that haunts me daily.

So f--- you ED! Im gonna continue eating like im doing, like a NORMAL person does cause i deserve to nourish myself like everyone else and eventually i'll learn to control you, not the other way round. When i wake up im so very grateful to be still alive and every day i feel a little bit stronger than before. I know im doing a good job. I just have to be patient cause reaching recovery is a long long road, uncomfortable and hard, so i just have to hold on inbetween :)

Love u all. Every word from u guys is a joy for my heart ❤
GRETA